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What am I supposed to do?

What am I supposed to do? This question constantly torments my mind, causes me pain and extreme anxiety. Unfortunately it's a question I will never have an answer to. What should I do with my life? there's no answer to that question for me! People expect me to have that figured out but the only thing that I have figured out is that people in general will not allow me to create a lifestyle,a career,a calling etc..

People are the problem and reason I cannot have a life, or be a part of society. People are cruel, restictive and close minded. Their stubbornness and general prejudice will always prevent me from being anything or having anything of significance.

We live in a closed door society; rather than a place of opportunity it is a place of opression.
I have gotten to the point where the cruelty of people has utterly ruined any chance I had of experiencing life, love, culture, friendship etc.

Through peoples sheer hatred I have lost all hope of and thus ability to move forward. There is simply no point of existing in a world with this much predjudice and discrimination.
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SW-User
Why did they hate you?
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@SW-User ask them. Hate and prejudice comes from deep within the mind.
SW-User
@Sebastianblack I'm just wondering if there us something particular to you triggering it

This isn't victim blaming

For me it was being lost in my own world, being to caring and being sensitive and open to what others thought
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@SW-User Thats a fair and honest question. I've thought about it, alot. Theres just so many different instances through out my life. Maybe its partially that I don't back down? i dont submit,and i don't kiss butt. lol sorry but its true. can you blame me? ive blamed myself for a lot in the past.
SW-User
@Sebastianblack no. I admire that. I've found when I show my teeth people back down but when I'm more open I get attacked. Maybe it is a gender difference or maybe I'm just scarier 🤗
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@SW-User Its kind of a gender thing. Don't get me wrong, there's always exceptions but men tend to attack and continue their attack relentlessly. however,women can be equally hateful or worse.