What is it like to be you living in this broken world?

@SW-User Know what? I love your positivity! :) Sounds like it was thanks to those adventures of yours that you learned to have this mindset. Or have you had it ever since?

Can I ask? Is there and end destination in mind? Maybe a place that will finally make you settle down or have you decided you just want to keep enjoying different places?

Nice profile pic by the way. Sunset?

@Casheyane I've probably had it since a young child, but I can thank my parents for that. :)

I'm sure there will come a time when I find somewhere I want to settle down, but I can't imagine that happening for years to come. There's still too much I want to see.

And yes, that was a sunset at Huntington Beach, CA.

@Scarfface Ever tried talking to people online? It doesn't work for everybody but maybe it could be a start for you.

Some pals here in SW are pretty cool when you get to know them. And they're here for the same reason as you. Real world can get too much and you can find yourself in need of escape.

@Casheyane I try to get involved online, I come on here and comment now and again, I suppose it's kind of talking 😂

@Coralmist It may have taken a while, but I take it you freed yourself? Good job.
Now you can try again. It must be a challenge breaking away from what you're used to. But I believe you'll find more meaning associating with people who don't like stepping on others.

There were times I thought I was pleasing people too, not for the sake of it. I was just giving a helping hand. But I realized people tend to come when they need me. It drains me. They trust me and they have good reason to. I know how to keep secrets. But thing is, I don't trust them with mine. It doesn't go both ways. Now I stay away from them. I just want to focus on me. Some get hurt but I try to be fine with it. It isn't my job to carry people's burdens for them and help them all the time. I'm working on myself now and hoping to be with people I'd like to surround myself with, people who'll help me love myself more and grow better. People like treasures. It isn't a great search but I haven't given up just yet.

Know what? Bottom is good. It means there's no way else to go but up. Climb my friend. I learned that the best person to help one is oneself. And it works but when you finally climb yourself out of that deep hole, you'll appreciate yourself more and won't take any crap from people.

Happiness is a choice they say. Let's trying choosing it. One little step at a time.

@Casheyane Thanks so much. Yes they say, surround yourself with people who will lift you up, not bring you down. I don't know anyone who'll do that though. So yes WE have to start being there for US. ☀️🐞🤗💜

@Soossie Don't we all?
I agree about politicians. They should be setting example, as well as those at the top of health organizations. But sadly, they're a bunch of thieves and people who don't value morality and dignity. It's offensive to citizens and generations new and old really.

And yeah. I kinda relate on the friendship. Makes me ask myself if I ever had true friends at all sometimes. Or maybe I'm just beibg dramatic.

Oh well. Cheers to being part of better friendships!!

@Casheyane

Unfortunately what is happening in this world is devaluating human against giant system(s)

@Casheyane I still don't have any complaints worth mentioning.

@SnowBlack That's good then. :) I take it you're doing well.

@Casheyane Yes, thanks.

@SW-User Oh. It's nice that the tough work part is over. But maybe you should try to take care of yourself more.

Full disclosure and so not to be a hypocrite, I should totally take care of me better too. Exercise and all that jazz.

Please research the hospital and your condition first before you decide to go. Sadly, not all hospital workers are there to help the patients. Some just are in it for the money. It helps to have wisdom and knowledge when dealing with them so they couldn't deceive you. Sometimes natural medication works okay.

Enjoy your time with your daughter. :)
Maybe dance with her or something. I know I'll never forget the day my own dad took me on a date and told me not to grow up.

@Loretta78 Hey. You did good. Thanks for waking up today. May you find a reason to smell the flowers and just smile. You deserve it. For pushing through.

Don't give up yet, kay? It hurts. But you can do it. It'll change one day. Life will be happier.

@DDonde Alone by choice or not by choice? Are you happy being alone? Because I know some people who are. Or would you want to get along with other people? Maybe you can try it. Maybe find some people your age who'd like to get to know you too. Most people are more comfortable being around their age group, I believe.

@Casheyane A mixture I think. I impulsively want to be alone most of the time and went I'm forced to be around people I usually want to get away.

@DDonde Ah.

Tbh I think solitude is great. We can learn a lot of things about ourselves in solitude. But sometimes I long for a crowd too. Just the righr kind. Coz you can be surrounded by a lot of people and still feel lonely. That's not nice.

@Casheyane

@DropTopDig Oh my gosh it's sleeping!!! So i see they're not all white. Must be just draco hahaha.

She looks peaceful. Thanks for sharing! Hope you both a meaningful and fun day!

@Casheyane Thanks & you too!