Ever feel used and abandoned in life ?

i remember a girl who had insulted me in classroom as i had inadvertantly touched her under the skirts...... I was given 10 cane slashes by the principal after getting stripped naked .
However , later the classfellow apologised to me and came to hold my erection in her grasp....
After this ,i developed a liking for staying nude and ever since......

Yes. All the time. Especially, these days.

I feel abandoned. But I really was never connected to anybody as an adult, so it is not as if anybody really abandoned me (who I met as an adult).

I feel abandoned by my family and relatives. We have lived 100's of miles apart for two decades. I have not met some relatives in years. I never call my parents anymore. I only want to chat with people on here, to be honest. My parents only call me now about once every two months.

Yet even on here I feel so alone and empty at times.

And off here I am always alone, and often empty. I am not joyful, to be honest.

You were young; you were ignorant; you were used and confused.
But Tanee, you are still young. You are wiser now, and you can guide your life yourself.

I love that feelings

Almost every other night while I fight my mental trauma

Yes. By my parents, especially my dad... and a couple of others in my past.

Sorry to hear it

I hope u r cared and loved very much by ur partner

You're such a jerk