Do you live a life that is mostly meaningless?

@Zaphod42 how do you support the idea we live more meaningful lives than we know?

It’s a ton of little things we don’t think about...the smiles you give to random people that lift up their day just enough to change how their day goes. The times you pause in traffic to let someone out of a parking lot which keeps them from being late somewhere. Stuff like that...a thousands small acts of kindness that you never think about but that change another’s world for a time. Conversely it could also be the mean heartless things you do that ruin other people’s day far more than you know. But either way your small actions can have a more
meaningful impact than you’ll ever know.@Genieinabottle

@Zaphod42 i regret to say that i have become largely self centered. I like to think it was because of all the trauma i have suffere - it happens as a defence mechanism - to harden me to the “real” world of death, destruction, depression and dissappointment. In that small place of my heart i hate myself because i dont know if that is the case or if i was just a bad person to start with.

@SW-User why do you say that? I mean my life is a meaningless mindless session of self destruction but i felt alone in this.