The year my mom passed away.

2016. My brother, sister and father all died during the year from different reasons, but no matter what it was devastating.

1999 as well. It was the year my father left and we kept moving from one place to another for a whole year and my mum had 3 different jobs and everything was just...too much.
And then 2008. First depressive episode plus I lost two people I really loved and admired.

1968 when they told me my mum only had a week to live....it hit me hard, we were close..

My life is just a series of breaks between worsts.

I have a few.

2007.

2009.

2019.

Probably 2004 or 2005. I don't remember everything, but I know that's when I started being molested by my family members, and when I was witnessing domestic abuse pretty much daily, and when I got separated from my mother.

I don't really think about it, but when I look back, I think I must have been so miserable. I remember being so frustrated and sad. I don't even know how to describe this, but I felt this annoying feeling of being trapped in my own body. Like, it felt like as much as I'd stretch my arms and toes, I couldn't break through my skin and give myself some room.

The past three years have been really tough emotionally.

2017. I'm permanently changed from it, physically and mentally.

I try to remember the best parts.

1980. I never thought I would survive it.

lets see id say 2018 both my grandparents on my moms side passed and now ill never be able to have her peach cobbler ever again or at least it wont be the same. upside though disturbed released there evolution album so that helped take my mind off things

Probably 2012 to 2015.

2006-2015

Probably 2019 but somehow i think thats me being dramatic but i dont want to invalidate all the stress and burnout and tears i cried 😾

Plus 2004 😂

This year is going to be the worst.

hmm.... not entirely sure there are some bad years in there but cant think which is the worst

They all seem to have their ups and downs...

Worst years so far: 1982, 2013, 2017

2013-2016

2009

The majority of the worst years were the ones ending in even numbers and only a couple, ending in odd numbers.

1998.

2000.

2002.

2004.

2007.

2008.

2009.

And 2011.

2012,2018,2019

1984. 😞