DEFINE DEPRESSION

Depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die.

Depression for me is when I honestly feel that my family would be better off without me. I feel like I am a burden and unloved. Neither of these things are true, but when I am depressed no one can convince me otherwise. I sleep up to 24 hours a day and overeat. I can't see the positive in anything ,but my mind exaggerates and fixates on the negative and even imagines negatives that are not there, until I want to crawl under a rock and die. When I reach this point I start thinking of leaving this world. I have had depression as part of my bipolar type II for many years, but I have only attempted suicide 3 times. One of those times, however, was due to very violent child abuse when I was 9 years old. Now when I start feeling this way I know I need to see my doc and get on psych meds, but luckily is has been 4 months since I have been depressed.

A bottomless casym within an endless abyss of total darkness and indifference to the world around you. Every thought is exhausting, painful, horrific. You wish your entire being would become numb and you would finally stop falling and hit a bottom that never comes.

It's way too real
and frankly too depressing a task.

I may have something in my stories, concerning this.

A feeling of sadness you cant shake off. It sucks. I reccomend change of routine and for myself.... Drinking

major depressive disorder..! any thing else YOUR DISASTERNESS..?

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Nothing to be excited over in the near future.