I Iam Transgender
I want to get this off my chest for the longest time. I just dont know where to post it. I have all these thoughts and feelings in my head that I feel like I cant make sense of. I've spoken to my parents about it finally but they dont seem to take it to seriously.
So for the longest time I have hated my body so much. I never knew that it had a name. I've experience body dysmorphia so much. I hide my body a lot under baggy clothes because I hate it so much.
Also at work when people call me a lady, it feels super weird. Like it doesn't sit right with me at all. I can even describe the feeling. Its like my head screams at me all the time that its all wrong and I should try and fix it. I guess im scared. I dont know what of.
It would have been so much easier to just be born right.
Also I dont feel like a manly guy. I think if I went through and done everything to be in the right body I would still be soft I guess. It makes me feel like the way I feel is fake. There was one more thing I wanted to add.
So I am also really into Little space and regressing to a younger head space. The other day I was talking to this guy and he called me Baby boy. I dont know why but it felt so right.
im sorry this is all over the place and probably wont make much sense
So for the longest time I have hated my body so much. I never knew that it had a name. I've experience body dysmorphia so much. I hide my body a lot under baggy clothes because I hate it so much.
Also at work when people call me a lady, it feels super weird. Like it doesn't sit right with me at all. I can even describe the feeling. Its like my head screams at me all the time that its all wrong and I should try and fix it. I guess im scared. I dont know what of.
It would have been so much easier to just be born right.
Also I dont feel like a manly guy. I think if I went through and done everything to be in the right body I would still be soft I guess. It makes me feel like the way I feel is fake. There was one more thing I wanted to add.
So I am also really into Little space and regressing to a younger head space. The other day I was talking to this guy and he called me Baby boy. I dont know why but it felt so right.
im sorry this is all over the place and probably wont make much sense
26-30, T
