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I Iam Transgender

I want to get this off my chest for the longest time. I just dont know where to post it. I have all these thoughts and feelings in my head that I feel like I cant make sense of. I've spoken to my parents about it finally but they dont seem to take it to seriously.
So for the longest time I have hated my body so much. I never knew that it had a name. I've experience body dysmorphia so much. I hide my body a lot under baggy clothes because I hate it so much.
Also at work when people call me a lady, it feels super weird. Like it doesn't sit right with me at all. I can even describe the feeling. Its like my head screams at me all the time that its all wrong and I should try and fix it. I guess im scared. I dont know what of.
It would have been so much easier to just be born right.
Also I dont feel like a manly guy. I think if I went through and done everything to be in the right body I would still be soft I guess. It makes me feel like the way I feel is fake. There was one more thing I wanted to add.
So I am also really into Little space and regressing to a younger head space. The other day I was talking to this guy and he called me Baby boy. I dont know why but it felt so right.

im sorry this is all over the place and probably wont make much sense
CountScrofula · 41-45, M
Dysphoria is hell. I'd suggest finding some good FTM communities online even if just to lurk and read others' stories. There may be users here who get it you can talk to as well. It's a journey and best of luck with it. Hope you're doing okay.
xixgun · M
If it's so normal, why am I supposed to care?
I'm not being mean, believe me. It's just one of the main talking points of the LGBTQRSTUV... community is "it's perfectly normal".

Well, if it's normal, then so what?
firefall · 61-69, M
It sounds like hell to go through.

This probably wont help really, but there are lots of ways to be a guy, not just the manly guy way.
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PTCdresser57 · 61-69, M
It makes sense

 
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