Did you see crossdressing as a disease?

To many it controls them, over whelms them and they lose all sense of control at times.

They see womens clothing and they can't stop thinking them. They look though countless catalogs, websites, department stores and they have to buy. It becomes a compulsion and must buy.

Like someone shown me a dress a few months ago. And I can't stop thinking about this one little simple dress. I think about it about all the time. I mean it's just fabric, but boy what a gorgeous piece of fabric it is. Now, see why I call my addiction a "disease ". I would love to place this special dress into my honor collection of dresses.

I know countless genetic born women and they don't even think like this over mens clothing, but they wear it and they don't get labeled cross dresser either. But that's another story for another time.

I have gone though this kind of ”Crossdressing Disease " as I like to call it and been living with this most of my life.

Do you think like this to? Have you gone this yourself?