Well today I woke up with the overwhelming urge to dress but I couldn’t I had a guy coming to pick up an item I sold at 11:00 I’ve been out side all day stacking and moving wood I was thinking about getting dressed up at about 4:00 glad I didn’t my neighbor stopped by they do know but I have not been around them dressed up I don’t want to make them uncomfortable around me after they left I did dress up and I continued to be outside I was feeling very comfortable relaxed here is what I’m wearing
it’s 98 degrees outside and yes those are fleece lined tights I was so comfortable but in the back of my head I thought every once in a while it is so wrong to wear women’s clothes but I feel so good in them.. is this normal? Some day I feel like it’s ok and others days I would just like to meet a nice girl and not have these strong emotions sorry if it seems like I’m complaining I’m not try to sound like that.
It isn't wrong to wear women's clothes. Anyway they aren't women's. As Eddie/Suzy Izzard said:
“They’re not women’s clothes. They’re my clothes. I bought them.”
And as your neighbours know that you dress i think you should give some thought to the idea that by avoiding being dressed in their company that you are not showing your real self to them. My neighbours don't know (or at least i don't know if they know) but when I travel away from home I am always dressed and everyone has treated me with courtesy and many have reacted very positively.
Some days the urge is strong, other days you don't think about it, but the desire never goes away. You can't control that...only how you respond to it.
While looking for a "nice" girl, do mention this discretely to see her reaction. Hopefully you'll find someone who is supportive of this. If you hide this, and she is vehemently opposed, there will be trouble down the road.
@VeronicaJane if I do find a girl I hope she will support me and I don’t dress all the time and I will not hide it from her she has the right to know and to have the choice of how she wants to handle it… I didn’t it’s just not fair to her, and I refuse to do that
