Something that happened last night

First, I'm sorry you had such a bad experience. 🤗

Parents (well, people, I guess...) tend to react negatively to things they don't understand - or things they [i]think[/i] they understand, but really don't. When you're ready to open up again, try talking to her again about it and see if she understands what you mean.

Alternately, if you don't feel comfortable taking any time soon (and that's understandable), try to find one website that encapsulates things well and send her the link via text or email. Then give her time to read it and digest it all. Ideally, she comes to you to talk.

Nothing wrong with age regression it can help from getting overwhelmed you need to find a daddy you can trust

She was right. Children do that involuntary. If you're 18-21 you're a grown adult making a choice. If you can't help yourself then you may want to strongly consider getting to a therapist and working through it. And if you're just some dude looking for attention or playing out some kink...whatever. Get a clue.

You do you. Those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter.

Maybe she didnt understand tbf

It's a very bad idea, if it's an idea you have... But do you have multiple personality disorder?

There is nothing wrong with it at all. If it makes you happy or helps then keep doing it.