TLDR: I don’t think my friend likes me being 💅

I think one of my closest friends has a feeling I’m not straight. It’s probably from the obvious signs I’ve been giving my crush 🫤 Maybe I’m overthinking it but they seem very dismissive (maybe even disappointed??) about it. I especially see it when she sees me talking to them. This is one of the reasons why I can’t seem to tell anyone about it 😕 I truly cherish her as a friend and seeing her face look a little disgusted makes my heart ache a bit.