TLDR: I don鈥檛 think my friend likes me being 馃拝
I think one of my closest friends has a feeling I鈥檓 not straight. It鈥檚 probably from the obvious signs I鈥檝e been giving my crush 馃 Maybe I鈥檓 overthinking it but they seem very dismissive (maybe even disappointed??) about it. I especially see it when she sees me talking to them. This is one of the reasons why I can鈥檛 seem to tell anyone about it 馃槙 I truly cherish her as a friend and seeing her face look a little disgusted makes my heart ache a bit.