Does it matter?
You are you, your emotions, thoughts, ideas and personality.
Most of the time i see myself just as me....nothing more🤷♀️ i think ive always felt this way.
Sometimes, very infrequently, i feel expressing my feminine side, but even then, its not the most important aspect of me, unless its a sexual situation.
Pronouns have never bothered me much, I've been called they/her and he, and im cool with any ....although the last one makes me laugh .
The body is only the material aspect of ourselves. Our mind is who we are.
And everyones mind has degrees of both feminine and masculine aspects.
Be you.
Besides, your friends will call you by your name, which is probably closer to your identity than any pronoun 🤗