Have you ever thought you wish you were born different? How do you cope it? Did you succes?

I don't know I wish I wasn't born as a girl. I feel weak and too being as a burden. I'm not allowed to do this, that, etc. My appearance is not taken seriously like they looked at me as a spoiled princess. Reckless, irresponsibility, lazy and privilege.

I never want to be spoiled. I was raised like that. Now, I feel like useless didn't
able to adapt the world that I hate.
Plus, I really hate people around me. They never listen to me. I really wish I can get out as soon as possible and never comeback.

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SW-User

I'm currently in competition with a girl and she told me straight up she's going to wipe the floor with me. I told her I would not get beat by a girl.

I'm currently eating my words. She's killing me and I have nothing for her.

Why an I telling you this? I have no clue I may just be an idiot, perhaps this doesn't relate to your story at all but this girl, she believed in herself, she challenged me, and she's demolishing me as we speak. It's not about girl or boy it's about heart. Go out there and fight for whatever it is you want to be and get the respect you deserve.

iamelijah · 26-30, M

@SW-User I'm getting tired, actually.

The more I fight, the more I get sick and vulnerable.

SW-User

@iamelijah [quote] I'm getting tired, actually. [/quote]

That's ok. You're only human after all. When you get tired, rest. NOT GIVE UP but rest. It's like when working out, rest days are just as important as all the other days you spend pushing your body. You got this girl you're just being way too hard on yourself.

iamelijah · 26-30, M

@SW-User I'll hope so. I don't like get sick. It feels helpless when I'm in agony because I feel alone.

SW-User

@iamelijah Elijah, Don't do this alone and certainly don't go in it with a "me against the world " attitude. If you have a friend with whom you can share your struggle with, do so, and journal your journey. It will help realise just how much you've grown on those days you feel down.

iamelijah · 26-30, M

@SW-User I have friends but they aren't hardcore to listen disturbing things coming out of from my mouth. Last time I did this, I loss my best friend.

SW-User

@iamelijah What disturbing things?

iamelijah · 26-30, M

@SW-User Taboo stuffs like lgbtq.