Have you ever thought you wish you were born different? How do you cope it? Did you succes?

I'm currently in competition with a girl and she told me straight up she's going to wipe the floor with me. I told her I would not get beat by a girl.

I'm currently eating my words. She's killing me and I have nothing for her.

Why an I telling you this? I have no clue I may just be an idiot, perhaps this doesn't relate to your story at all but this girl, she believed in herself, she challenged me, and she's demolishing me as we speak. It's not about girl or boy it's about heart. Go out there and fight for whatever it is you want to be and get the respect you deserve.

Yeah, I get that feeling honey. You seem like a tough bastard, I hope you can get out of that hellhole soon. 🥺

I don't know, I did a brief stint in college recently, she wasn't even trying to make it a competition but I've been interested in Japanese, I was in awe of how much better she was in first year, like she must have been studying for a LONG time before taking the course.

In general it kinda seems like women are in academia gifted and more able to summon the willingness to push through because frankly I can scratch by no matter what, I don't really need the knowledge or anything.

I know my business will push through, even though right now things are challenging. in my experience girls are better at consistency, they will study and study and sudy little by little every single day. whereas I have trouble being consistent. they are wiping the floor with us as students and getting all the degrees.

I like being a girl but think it would b cook 2 b a guy for a while, just e c what it is like!

I just wish i was a little taller