Personally like when I'm alone, I like that I know who I am. I don't push it away. I used to just disregard it but I never dismissed it. Now I completely accept it. It's a bit difficult because I'm not completely out. My family doesn't know and they're homophobic as fuck so I'm never telling them. You can imagine the comments about other people they spit and I just keep to myself. I'm always careful about telling people so it doesn't get to my family. I'm always anxious when I'm called for a talk because I'm scared they'll find out behind my back.
