Would you rather keep your family and friends, living a lie. Or risk loosing them to live how your heart tells you it wants

It’s definitely a process and no one can tell you what paths will be presented to you. What I can tell you is this, from someone who has lived a lie and told lies in the past, your mind and the shadows of your desires fill up with all the things unspoken or negated, it becomes a prison. That prison if you allow it to linger can become a poison for you and those you love... for those who love you. No one can live this life but you, do it at your pace and when you’re as ready as circumstance will allow, but live or perish unfulfilled. It’s like the Matrix, you can choose the red or blue pill.