Struggling, need help...

I'm so sorry to hear you're going through this. It sounds incredibly tough and overwhelming. I believe you and want you to know you're not alone. Have you considered reaching out to organizations that specialize in supporting people who are experiencing harassment or stalking? They might be able to provide you with guidance and resources that can help. Some options include the National Domestic Violence Hotline (1-800-799-7233) or the National Center for Victims of Crime (1-855-484-2846).

I'm proud of you for taking steps to overcome all these things and I think you're definitely headed in the right direction, going to Bible studies and fellowshipping with those who will love and support you. Keep up the good work. God promises to help us through all these struggles and he always keeps his promises. I would still, however, seek counseling so you can have more support. They can better understand these things and know how to guide you gently. That's what God gives us these doctors for and I think it's important that we listen to them. They know ways to cope that we don't and I definitely think they are helpful.

He shall keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee. Isaiah 26:3

This verse tells us that it takes our cooperation and participation in keeping our hearts and minds in Christ, if we want that perfect peace that passes all understanding. It is achieved by deliberately choosing what we allow and give permission to come into our minds, because you know that devil is always wanting to make us depressed or anxious or think on negative things. But we are to train our mind in that moment, to switch our focus and keep our minds on Christ and keep it stayed on Him, as the verse says and that is what will produce perfect peace in our hearts and minds, as the Holy Spirit speaks to us and fills our heart with that peace that only He can give. That is the key.

The dates are messing with me. :-)
But I now see that this is still active and apparently still an issue.

Let me ask you a question if this indeed still going on.

Do you play chess?
I hate the game myself but it is a game of strategy played in extreme confined area and with strict rules for each piece to be able to move.
I guess it's purpose is to show people that even when confined by very strict rules and limited resources there are ways to manipulate your control of any situation or place if you use and understand what is allowed and how to win.
Some people only need to know and understand the rules to any game in order to be able to win.

I say this because it looks like you have had a ruff go with the system in regards to receiving any assistance in dealing with this bad element that has been causing you discomfort.

I saw another person comment here and it got me thinking.
What would work best for you, to me, is to get into the the system as deeply as you can.
Get yourself a doctor and a psychiatrist and even a counselor.
First off these people have connections to healthcare, housing and even legal.

First you have to build up your forces and get them on your side and cheering for you.
Get involved with as much assistance as you can receive. You might even get into some of those support groups they sponsor at those free clinics for abused women and drug addicts.
For someone with limited resources this is a gold mine.

This would seem to be the best way to build a support system that is built on the premise that they are there to help.
After you establish a strong base then you begin to have clout by proxy.

That is all I have to offer. Sorry.
There are resources available but you have to make them help you. That sadly involves becoming a part of a system you may not think much of at this point but "the enemy of my enemy is my friend".

Apply for disability and see a doctor. If you have been abused or smoked weed, you might have schizophrenia with paranoia. Talk to a doctor and explain your situation. Try medication and apply for disability. Forgive them all and take care of yourself.

here #1 trust all people to be in there own self interest and you will not be disappointed

wear a recording device

I don’t get it.. why would they do it.. it’s weird and kinda evil

I’ve never experienced anything like that and I don’t I don’t really know what to say.. but stay strong

So sorry that you have been stressed out, and people have bothered you. Fantastic that you exercise! You will be ok if you try to take good care of yourself and eat nutritionally and meditate. Lots of omega 3, and complete amino acids, and keep a nice and calm environment, and meditate. Try Dr wilsons auditory meditation online for an hr every day. That will help calm the nerves. I will pray for you too!

People are very self absorbed nowadays but if you are kind they will be kind too. I would love them all, regardless how they treat you. Only then can there be healing. Jesus wants us to love our enemies and pray for those who despitefully use us. I wouldn't worry about everyone. Try to take good care of yourself. Eat nutritionally and get good sleep. God will help and protect you. Don't worry! If we were mistreated as a child we can easily think everyone hates us and is out to get us, but they aren't. They are just not friendly.

still currently going through the same thing now for myself. i will never understand people like that . i do feel like there are people who get off of these things ,but the unknown disorder called narcissism is really at its all time high and neglect is never fun .

You can get a restraining order against an individual if you contact the police, but it seems you have already tried that. There are also ways to change your identity. People on high-profile juries can flee from their current location, assume a new name and whole new identity. You have left out details such as why these people keep coming after you. One way people stalk is on social media. Any accounts which show profiles of people known to you can be made private or deleted. Due to the Internet, people have unseen ways of tracking you in the states. My dream is to move to the United Kingdom and live in Cardiff, Wales. It seems like a much safer and friendlier place than anywhere in the states. The government uses tax money for good purposes like providing free medical care. European countries are known for providing social services to people who are treated far better than American citizens are treated by their own government.

Sounds like to me you are being gangstalked. If that's the case congratulations because it means there's something beautiful and unique about you they hate. They are narcissists they will ruin your life. I'm dealing with narcissists and it's so hard. I've been dealing with a narcissist most of my life and I'm at a witsend on how to deal with it. Hang in there. Trusting God helps you go through it. I'm still waiting for God to vindicate me.

I am sorry you're going through that.

I always found a ball peen hammer worked really well for getting rid of unwanted people.
Now there is one problem with that. If you do end up actually having to use the hammer there may be a five to 15 year penalty for it. But that would give you a chance to make new friends. :-)

1) it's bad that you have to face it. But confront them about the fact that you don't want to keep in touch with them.

2) get married.

3) find a place where you can have easy access to work, gym and etc.

4) be strong.

Hey why are these people stalking you?

Hi. Please look up TARGETED INDIVIDUALS, GANG STALKING & CULTS. I'm going through this same thing.

Wow, 😟 this is terrible! Wish I could say something that would be helpful. I'm sorry you are going through this and hope they get tired and leave you alone! 😔 Peace ☮️

There’s lots of doctors on here people with psychology degrees lol I’m sure they’ll have something to say I can help you🤔

Sorry i didn't know you were going through all that..

wow so sorry what a horrible situation i have a firend in a very sitauiton it uscks cuase i cant really do naything for him but be there aND TET IM THERE WHICH IS GREAT BUT ATR SMAE TIME I CANT DO MUCH OF ANYTHING FOR HIM LIKE HE CANT DO MUCH FEEL SO BAD FOR YOU I HOPE SOMETHING CHANGES GOOD LUCK

Legal action. Even if you just threaten them, you can get rid of 90 % of such ppl.

Boy I can freaking relate to a lot of what your saying, especially my dad, My sister and my brother

Co workers not so much, I pretty much get into a fist fights with them.if need be.

Family thats another question, I can't just beat them up.

In my early years life was really bad, so bad I even thought about suicide.

So yeah, I UNDERSTAND

Maybe the shit they put me though is the reason I crossdress.

That’s terrible but stay strong. Karma will get them one day. I’m sure they will leave you alone if they have a damn life. I don’t understand stalkers. They are the worst people on earth.

Hey man I’ve known you for awhile shoot me a dm I can offer some thoughts. I’m sorry you’re dealing w this