I would be grateful for either to be honest. 🤷

@bookerdana Who doesn't like the odd weird conversation???

@HootyTheNightOwl Its weird on both ends,even a naif like me knows what shes asking😀

@HootyTheNightOwl yep, both are entirely valid expectations.

@HootyTheNightOwl and btw, that comment was censored. I guess gray mass without a job is forbidden now too 🙄

@NerdyPotato That's why I don't understand how I made it this far without a diagnosis... I mean, they told me off for my "smart mouth" often enough...

@HootyTheNightOwl that's a strong hint indeed. I never thought about it until about a year ago either, but now it seems so obvious.

@NerdyPotato Godverdomme!!! What is wrong with the most important organ in the human body??? 🥺🥺🥺

@HootyTheNightOwl I guess it's insulting if that doesn't work 🙄 Even if it does, but in a different and better way.

@NerdyPotato I didn't really think about it until after my sister mentioned that my niece might be autistic.

I mean, sure my man had suggested that I was autistic a few months prior to that and I didn't think too much of it because a part of me thought it was remnants of my submissive side - and the other part thought that if I asked enough questions, he might see that there's something that I wasn't comfortable with him doing but I didn't feel able to challenge it outright.

Now I look back, I see that there were signs way back when I was 4 and first started to go to school... even the classic falling asleep in class because I was overwhelmed during the day.