I miss him

@Narmas Do you mean that your husband's family feel that you are the responsibility of your mother and brother? I don't know if you have developed a relationship with your husband's family. You were married to him for only two and a half months. They probably have not accepted you as a family member.

Why don't your mother and brother accept your belief? Are they not shia Muslims also? At any rate, Allah makes no distinction and love you all the same. Your only family is Allah now. We all live in a world where there is no love among people. You are not alone facing hardship.

Narmas, there is a reason why you are in this situation. Your pain is meant to soften the cold human heart of stone. Today is Easter Sunday to commemorate the resurrection of Nabi Isa (Jesus) who suffered as you are suffering. His situation was a lot worse than what you are facing now. Be strong. Narmas.

@sree251 my husband family yes know me just short time but they try to take care of me like there's son wife...i feel that i am burden to them because i have done all my life everything alone.
My mother and brother are christians....i did convert to Islam 19 years ago and they can't accept that. With years the hate in small European countries like my homeland is crowing. Every 2-3 years when i had enough money to go to visit my family i be pushed more far away.
Last time, two years ago my mother didn't like that i go even to street. She is a shamed of me. My brother called me wearing costumes because i wear long dress and hijab. He was so angry....i feel how much he hate it and i can't change anything. I just apologies and hug him.
When i did go to street or shops people talk badly....they didn't know i speak there's language so.....

@Narmas You are a brave woman, Narmas. Do not feel you are a burden to your husband's family. If your husband's mother want to take care of you, accept her generosity. You can be a great benefit to her as a good daughter. In Muslim society, you must be obedient to your husband's mother and take care of her. Your children need the shelter of a home your husband's mother can provide. Your husband's untimely death is Allah's wish. Do not see it as bad luck. Think positive. Submit to Allah's wish. Your life will be a good one.

@BritishFailedAesthetic thank you

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