I'm so tired

Have you tried to change what you don't like about yourself and is in your hands? But I mean with discipline. Like your weight.
Many people feel better after some changes. Just saying.

Im also tired but as sleepy.

You're a nice looking dude, you could lose weight real quick if you just had the mindset whenever you make a meal for yourself that you take one potato less than you feel comfortable with. Just one ☺️ Your shortness is nothing we can do about lol, but a confident attitude can make up for that tenfold, which you would maybe get if you lost a bit of weight

start walking if you are able and build up your mileage. Not drinking soda if you do is a good first step.