I think I'm just too weird and maybe ugly for anyone to ever want to date/be with. I'm just not good enough.

{@futureidol ] rubbish man do not want too be harsh you can get a girl she is waiting for you somewhere for every jack there is a jill. you need too get a bit of confidence may sometimes you get hurt bt do not give up it is like horse riding you fall off then you get up and get back on trial and error