I don't want to be the person I used to be, but the old desires and behaviours still haunt me.

I have been kinky and sexually immoral (some could say evil even) all of my life until a few years ago. I thought that I had left those lusts behind me but they still keep coming back into my life. UGH

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collin · M

i can relate, i have recovered from hypersexuality yet the memory of it still haunts me. the best thing i try to do is to stop thinking about the sexual thoughts as soon as it happens. if it's too much, try releasing all of your thoughts about it into words. i hope you reach peace soon

TwistedApe · 51-55, M

@collin I thought that I had, but then in came back like a tidal wave.

collin · M

@TwistedApe it's a very hard thing to get over. but i believe you can do it. there will be a way