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PerfectionOfTheHeart · 46-50, F
But it was done over a long period of time. Two steps forward. Just to get pushed one back. Then one step forward. Just to get slammed back three. So much of that push back completely unnecessary. A very long back and forth dance that eventually has me veering off the course that I get a little too planted on and hopeful for simply because it’s a path with a direction. Even with unnecessary persuasion, one’s strength can dwindle down. Pushing back gets more tiring. Just like moving forward when there’s too many obstacles in your way. That’s when the veer happens. Even on the new path, the same obstacles can present themselves in new forms and the same dance commences until my internal forces are built up strong enough to bust through the obstacles with knowledge and experience under my belt or my mind, my heart, and my gut tells me this is the one worth worth fighting to continue walking on.
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@PerfectionOfTheHeart Best of luck and try ignore as best you can. I know it's hard when the bullshitters / liars / arm twisters are surrounding you more or less. Stick to your guns and be aggressive if you must. that seems to be working for me recently. Draining? Sure. But seemingly necessary. Best of luck. ✌️
PerfectionOfTheHeart · 46-50, F
@SW-User To you as well.