Self consciousness

I've not been around much lately, but seeing some posts by Caccoon reminded me of how self conscious I am about certain parts of myself. That's not to say she made me feel bad about myself, so much as it reminded me of my own insecurity.

Anyway, I'm not sure anyone cares about this in any way - because there's really no reason to - but I just wanted to vent. To be clear, I'm self conscious about my dick, because I've never experienced intimacy and only have porn to go off and since it's rather small (small side of average really) I've been insecure about it for a long time.

I don't know really.

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Nanori · F Best Comment

🤔 Idk if it helps but it won't matter if you have 7" but don't know how to use it, my worst sex experience was with a 7" and best was 3" you see.....
Your virginity, think you gotta do yourself a favor and just accept it as part of you, with acceptance comes peace, let you have that and focus on other things instead. Life's not about sex as many try to apply.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Nanori It kind of does help. I guess I feel kind of... abnormal(?) about the whole thing. Like, pretty much everyone my age has at least one (desired, consensual) experience with that sort of thing as far as I can tell, and lacking that feels like there's something wrong with me. It's not even necessarily sex itself so much as being wanted and loved and 'chosen', none of which have ever really happened (in real life) so it feels like there's something wrong with me.

Sorry for that disjointed mess. It's hard trying to describe how I feel about myself. I guess the best way I can sum it up is that I don't feel like I fit in with or am particularly wanted around humans. Does that even make sense?

Nanori · F

@KiwiDan alot of people around your age have cancer 😾 do u wanna be a part of that too? 😼

Lol. Jk

Yeah I get it we need to be desired but if first you don't love yourself the way you are you'll only be a total train wreck if that opportunity ever arises y'know you'll be feeling all unworthy and "too lucky" to be getting the slightest attention that you'd do the lowest of lows for the person.

My advice >> therapist

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