my friend mailed me a christmas gift and it's sitting unopened because i don't deserve it

Everyone deserves presents it's a basic part of human experience to get a gift. It's how we communicate.

Accept the kindness and open that shit up, it's not about deserving or not, it's about honouring your friend's time to do something for you

I am Santa's representative and this is hilarious and absurd Santa says. Open your gift now and thank your friend !
Happy New Year

Punishing yourself is a dangerous game. We tend to be harder on ourselves than we would be towards other people.

You are wonderful and deserve all the gifts
You’d better open it

If you don't deserve it it would not be there then,open it and smile