Oh, my God keep and cherish this time Luv. I had a son and daughter from my marriage, and post-divorce I raised them on my own from ages 12 to 18. My son followed my career path and joined the Army, and his service led to his suicide on 10-21-2019 at the age of 21. It nearly destroyed me after 27 years of service myself, and serious PSTD from my service. PTSD counseling saved my life post my sons passing.
So, Hold onto your son and these memories and blessings as if they were the most precious things in the world, because they are! God Bless you and your son and may he always be safe!