@HoochieTheClown merci pour la reponse . Ue pense que je deviens paranoïaque… j’imagine le pire . Pour le moment tout se que je voudrais c’est mon petit chien :(

@Julien He will be back with you real soon.
It is easy to think the worst in certain situations but in my experience, the worst typically happens when we are confident that all will be fine.

But yeah, one negative emotion can cause a flood of others to arrive.

@FreddieUK One doesn't really recovery. I'm working on a job change. One of my own design and wanting. Do you know that my boss actually sent me openings for jobs at other departments and communities? Luckily as a librarian of twenty years already then I had tenure

@val70 thank you for your kind reply . Is just emergency and crises are
Much harder to deal with than it use to be … back in a days I would have gone for a drink ( actually more like 15 ) but I am 11 years sober

@Julien Exactly. I'm now looking after my elderly dad. Working part-time. It's like I can't sleep nor relax any more. Plus several other relationship things making it always like walking on eggshells. And then there's a more than two decade love that I still hunger for. Many a people who have gone crazy for less, I guess. Even my last counsellor walked away. No, if it's still something now and then, it will be still manageable. I tried to put things into boxes at first, but that goes after a decade alright. Just take real breaks from it all, and try to aim for something brighter

@Musicman yes but it would be a significant income loss at least for a while but yea it is a good idea