Men don’t deserve to sleep with me.

She knew. Even preferred bee filled vibrators to men. @Straylight

@soulrespite I'm not sure because the moment I start thinking about it, I start breathing more to the belly. But overall, I started being more conscious about breathing about 2 years ago when I came across some video with breathing exercises, I tried it and learned it was helping me to hold emotions under control better if I was under the stress, at the verge of crying, etc. I also learned that breathing to the sides to expand ribcage is important for me because I normally breathe rather with downward motion, not to the sides.

Last year I went to physiotherapy because I had problems for months and they taught me another great trick how to relax abdominal muscles because mine very obviously hypertonic. It's very simple: you lie on the back with lower back fully touching the mat, legs bend and apart with feet on the ground and each at the level of your hips, head on the mat and looking up, then you flex all your abdominal muscles so your entire abdomen is hard and breathe like that. They told me to try to get air as low as possible but I wasn't able to do that. It still helps though.

So to relax them, you have to flex them? @CrazyMusicLover

@soulrespite Yes. The effect comes later. First you flex them all and just breathe but you need to have back fully lying on the mat and I forgot to say that your shoulders need to be on the mat too. Not pushing but rather lying flat and relaxed, only abdominal muscles should be consciously flexed. You test it with hands if all of them are hard, even those on the sides, near hips, etc. And then you should be trying to get air with breathing as low as possible, as if down to the pelvic area.

Yeah, with my last partner I actually loved it so much. It was good for both of us. And he is actually who made me realize sex is more than sex. And I stopped doing it pointlessly.

I may one day meet someone who I would open that door with again, but when I look at a man, most of the time I just want him as far away from me as possible. @Reject

Exactly..

I need more than just touch to get aroused. I need mental, emotional, and physical stimulation, and I have yet to meet a man who can do all three. And even if he could, I’’m still not sure I would. @Prince0217

@Straylight Not around as much, been laying low, it's a dark ugly world right now.

@SumKindaMunster Yeah it is, and it’s a dark and ugly website too.

@Straylight Indeed.