HEALING is no joke

@Sunch74 I'm a schizophrenic and psychotic individual I'm not at the moment; I had concerns about some things I experience. I decided to join x.com to see if a Priest will talk to me, because for some reason I couldn't get one around me, some of the things I experience were very concerning to me and maybe the Church, after three years trying to get their attention, I became disillusioned. Now I had walked away from the faith for a while. I feel I can't connect to God I'm also disillusioned with woman. I was being influence by people, but for some reasons they will never sit and talk to me and have a word. Now I'm here all messed up once again wondering how am I going to get out of this one. Now finding God was/is beautiful but people destroying that is the worst feeling if not one of the worst feelings I had since my ego collapse of 2011.

@RisingMorningStar7 I hope u find ur healing...