im so lame 😩 im meeting someone on saturday and i have to tell him he cant kiss me

i get real anxious about stds and stis. no smooches till everyone gets tested im sooo sorry 😭 the last time i went on a date the guy walked me to my car and i leaned soooo far back away from him but he still kissed me 🙅‍♀ the last 3 people to kiss me i didn't want kisses from

but also he's only in state for a book convention and i dont want a ldr at all which he already knows