try to do a selfless act, when feeling like shit. Works like magic!

I tried again today!

It is Sunday, and I was out of cash, and I had only 1.65 euros in my pocket, and really, really wanted coffee (like every morning), and I forgot that it was Sunday and went around the neighbourhood looking for a cheap coffee machine, but I couldn't find any.

So, I came home all broke and broken, and my boyfriend's back was hurting and he was in pain. It was difficult for me to focus on him more than on my 'desperateness', but love made me take care of him... rub his back, cuddle, kiss, and caress his hair. Then I put him to sleep. Then I was back to feeling like desperate for coffee again. Then what happened?

I found 50 euros in the jeans 😂

There's more...

I went to the Baghdad market to get cake and stuff for him because today is his birthday, and again, I fell short of 5 euros. And the shopkeeper just let me have everything, and told me I can come back again and pay when I had cash.

Now, that could be possible because I am a girl and was wearing a short jumper, but then I would like to believe that it was karma. Something I believe in, and stand for.

Try to do a selfless act, when feeling like shit. Works like magic!