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OMG. The wieght of everything just keeps hitting me in waves.

I have nothing to show from the last 15 years of my life. I have no friends because she would get jealous if i talk to someone else and i put her first every time. Iv damaged my family. Iv wasted so much time fighting in the wrong direction. She was never worth it and made me feel like i was more than i actually am so she could use me. NOW I DONT KNOW WHO I AM OR WHAT IM WORTH. OMG MY LIFE. WHAT DO I DO NOW! I HAVE TO RE LEARN HOW TO FUNCTION IN LIFE WITHOUT HER. like stockholm syndrome. I dont know how i can function now. I need sever therapy. Theres so much to basic life i have to learn that i never developed because i was with her! I let her break me.

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DeluxedEdition · 26-30, F

You can't change what happened in the past but you can change right now and create a wonderful present and future for yourself. Just focus on yourself for now. Focus on the things you want to do or what you like to do. Get yourself in therapy so you can get some validation and perspective. You are not what happened to you

keep going you can do this