I broke up with my good for nothing pathetic excuse of a guy, my boyfriend yesterday.

I called the police on him yesterday and my dad and some of them are on their way right now. Can’t believe how stupid I felt! Yes we’re going so well and then I hate to him about everyone was right about him. How can I be so fucking stupid?!!! I am just a stupid ass dumbass naive autistic bitch that will never get a good man and I will never see the world like everyone else because I’m too dumb to see it and I don’t wanna have to keep correcting me!!! Why can’t I read people? Why can’t I see what everyone else sees? I guess some people are right about me, I’m autistic and STUPID! I know everyone’s gonna tell me they told me so right in my face. My sympathy for me.
Now my dad, brother and uncles want to kill and beat up my ex boyfriend.
I filed a restraining order against him. Come hundred feet near me. I don’t want him to call me see me or ever come near me ever again cause I’m done with him!! I mean it goes I’m done for good!