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How did it get to this?

The only person desperate and happy to see me is my father who can't even talk or move.

I've said some truths to a few people over the years because they just kept hurting me over and over.

I hear other people tolerating worse day in day out. Why was I any different.

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mljenkins · 51-55, F

Consider being desperate and happy to see yourself in the mirror every morning. It sounds like you need some self love. When you change your thoughts, you change your reality.

Peppa · 31-35, F

@mljenkins he hasn't seen me for 7 years he could have died he's desperate to see me. Because of the time. And I'm the only one of his kids that sees him regularly despite him being in this state. :-( I know I need some self Love but I also need a reality check from someone anyone that sees me on a day to day basis.
No one ever has or ever will for fear of how fragile I appear. When my fragility comes from no feedback at all. OK people say I'm nice and I'm kind but I know I'm not all time.
Instead I get people that hate me for whatever reason spewing unrealistic nonsense because they don't know me... like I think I'm all that? Who me? Ha! How little they know.