Is it just me or is this like this for a lot of you.

When I was a child I was the black sheep of the family. It was clear that mum and dad didn’t really want me there was never any love shown at all. I saw how my friends were treated and it was nothing like me. I I left home very young and went on the streets where I grew up very fast. Yes I done a lot of things that I am not proud of but you what you have to to survive. Now it feels like it’s all happening again with my family when my kids were little everything was good I was part of something and loved but now I’m feeling like I was when I was young. They have all grown up and left home and have family’s of their own. But now they talk to me unless they want something yet they talk to mum every day. Is this normal for most parents. I’m being to feel like I was as a child.