I remember being here since the beginning.

Since EP. The experience project. I was 18. And now im 32. Time has gone by insanely fast. I remember when EP was yellow. It was a dull yellow but the vibe was cool. But then it all changed. And we were left with SW. I used to go on EP on the computer. Now i just use my phone here but done come on as much. But i do miss my youngee youth. I spent most of my days working or staying inside. But i did love my shows and movies. Hopefully i can have a better life until i hit my 60s. I really dont want to work and stay inside but im a bermit crab. Im scared of going out. I like being inside. It makes me feel safe. Even if my place is poor, i miss my old life as a child living with my grandma. Life was full of curiosity, vibrant colors. Imagination and hope for the future. Now i can say not so much. Im scared of death easy. Weird because i was suicidal in my 20s. But i dont feel that wa u anymore. Now i just fewr death and never want to go out.