I'm finally starting to feel ok about myself again

I've been struggling since my cat died last week, and now that work's started piling on more since the Christmas period started today for us - I like Christmas in the store, I just don't like the extra work I have to do to set up for it but at least that bit is nearly done (just have to do the wall fins, one of the least impactful things and my least favorite job). But I vented a bit to a friend last night and now I'm feeling a bit better. It's a slow start but that's still a start.