I Need New Friends

I need new friends, and a fresh start. I'm broke been trying to find an evening job forever and feel like I have no purpose at times. I wish I could just move out and do my own thing but things are so broken and I'm surrounded just by a lot of toxic people who have done a lot of sick things. I can't describe it....sometimes I feel sick inside and idk if its just bc I was assaulted and then isolated from almost everyone around me. First I was in denial, then once I processed everything there my tears were, and now is my anger. idk how to not feel this down at times. I just need to meet new people. Wish I could get a job but I've applied to like everywhere its like no one wants me either.

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english · 56-60, M

ok Tinker ,trust me you would very surprised about the things a lot of us are not proud of .At your age it all seems overwhelming at times im old but do remember struggling at your age, your life and you inside will continue to grow and change. i promise when you hit 25 and look back see who you use to be, smile to yourself over who you have become .This economy and system that use to work because there were less of us and more honestly run (not by much)you young people today do not have more opportunities than we had, you have less it costs more why would nt you be upset, depressed, usa highest suicide rate in history. i feel for you as i do my own kids, i shudder when i think about my grandson . the world is falling apart around us, and most feel helpless so we do nothing.