I Need New Friends
I need new friends, and a fresh start. I'm broke been trying to find an evening job forever and feel like I have no purpose at times. I wish I could just move out and do my own thing but things are so broken and I'm surrounded just by a lot of toxic people who have done a lot of sick things. I can't describe it....sometimes I feel sick inside and idk if its just bc I was assaulted and then isolated from almost everyone around me. First I was in denial, then once I processed everything there my tears were, and now is my anger. idk how to not feel this down at times. I just need to meet new people. Wish I could get a job but I've applied to like everywhere its like no one wants me either.