This is the first year I haven't been really beat up with grief.

Mother's Day was one of the worst but I don't feel sad. It feels like my day this year, because I am indeed a mom, not just motherless.

If I could make my birthday and xmas crap go away I'd be all good.

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Bang5luts · M

I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. That is why I spend so much time with my mom now. I know I will miss her tremendously when she is gone.

MarbleMarvel

@Bang5luts losing mom is definitely one of the hardest facts of life. She's lucky to have you.

Bang5luts · M

@MarbleMarvel thank you. She has two other sons. One makes more than $10k a month and has owed her $10 for 4 months. The other doesn't call or answer her calls.