Such a sad lonely day today.

Another weekend sober while friends be boozing their lifes away. Lol why do i feel like i am missing out on that kind of fun. I just dont trust myself just yet, i be over doing it. Devil has just being trying to get me to relapse these days, i just clench up tight when i am offered a drink by my friends, has me running away lol

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RockinPop54 · M

I am a recovering alcoholic. Take it from me, every day is a struggle, but each day gets a little easier. In a while you won't even consciously remember that you ever got drunk.
I'm 48 years sober.
A million drinks would never be enough, but that first one would be too many.

Sunch74 · 31-35, F

@RockinPop54 wow i aspire to make it this far even thou i still want to drink after i have control over my drug addiction bc i am still not jus there yet, its still hard bc everyone i know is useing crack an they use it while i am around.

RockinPop54 · M

@Sunch74 Busy you mind with something - ANYTHING that will keep you occupied & fully engrossed. Find or create an interesting hobby or activity.
Mine was the guitar & model railroading. They kept me busy constantly!