had a question about moving

I used to live in upstate NY in syr, and I've wanted to move back cause I don't like it here where I am in Colorado, don't have friends to go out with, even in church people never want to do stuff with me after church, I've never married or had kids so I wouldn't mind being around my friends in syr, I had lots of friends there to do stuff with, it was a lot different living there, I'm lonely here and about 16 months ago I filled out something online for syr housing for 10 apt bldg s or 14, cant remember exactly how many, they called me today and said they had a couple of openings and was wondering if I was interested. I told them I was, they're going to send me paperwork in the mail to fill out and stuff I need to send them like birthcertificates etc., I have all the paperwork, to copy and send out. I've been wanting to do this for a long time, a friend was going to let me stay with her but I couldnt cause she had bedbugs,but then my neighbors here had them too, I didn't get them , I did 5 yrs ago but that's why I use an airbed now, so I don't get them. I've had extra money cause I get Wells Fargo and because of what happened they've been sending me checks , so I feel like someone upstairs is giving me the money to do it with, I might pay movers and then maybe go by bus or train . I'm getting really tired of living like this and never having anyone to do stuff with, it was different back there, I had friends to hang out with. I still keep in touch with them, anyways, just wondered what people's opinion was on this, I feel like someone upstairs is telling me to do it.