Day 44 and its an all time low.

Really see no way out.
Everyone hates me here. And in real life.
If i was a decent person people would gravitate to me but im clearly repulsive and a negative energy.
I hardly leave the house. I have no motivation to do anything my art sucks.
And my dental career is going nowhere.
My relationship, what relationship.
My friendship what friendships
My family relationship? What...
Some people moan here that they feel alone they have no reason to live.
But i live in isolation.
When i approach others they assume I'm either trying to date them or I'm just weird.

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Baybreeze · 41-45, F

Who cares what they think..I'm sure you're not weird. Who isn't sometimes right? And how can you KNOW everyone hates you here? I'm certain they don't 🌺
You be you, and others will be others, and it's not YOUR responsibility to make sure they like you or their thoughts...the right people WILL like you and come into your life.

Peppa · 31-35, F

@Baybreeze my mums been saying this to me since i was a child

Baybreeze · 41-45, F

@Peppa Saying what, you're weird or no one likes you?

Peppa · 31-35, F

@Baybreeze things will get better, you'll find youre pwople your tribe whatever.
Everytime i make what i think are beginning stages of a friendship someone wades in and ruins it. They then scarper for fear of being treated the same.

Baybreeze · 41-45, F

@Peppa I feel the same way..it sucks some days..it seems no one WANTS new friends too sometimes.😕 But there's got to be SOMEONE out there. 🤗