Is this weird? Am I antisocial?

I've been sick for two days now...food poisoning. Yesterday ALL morning and most of the afternoon my stomach felt like doodly doo. Today I think I am normal-ing out...but still having twinges.

Today being the 4th of July, there is a big barbecue. I just can NOT bring myself to go.

Instead, I slept late, have not even taken a shower, and I am definitely going to miss the big party. AND I feel guilty about that.