I feel bad for admitting this, but I'm in the mood for getting drunk...

It's when you're in the mood to get drunk is when you should avoid alcohol the most, I say this coming from a family of drunks and addicts. After my Dad died when I was ten, my vices were music and reading, while my oldest brother became a drunk, my paternal Great Grandfather, my paternal grandmother, almost all her siblings, most of my Dad's cousins, an uncle, and quite a few of my own cousins, are/were all drunks.