{@atlantic59] 🤔 why do you not do yourself a favour gather up your twenty seven beers two third bottle of wine and your half pint and decant them all down the sink . may seem a waste of money and alcohol but if you are serious the big sacrifice will show you mean it and not just hollow words
@smiler2012 You are absolutely correct sir and it’s very much appreciated. I know/we know that the problem exists. I also know that I’ve lied to myself but try very hard to stay grounded.
@Airmech I'm touched by what you said about lying to ourselves. I've done that so long I almost believe the lies, but still a part of me says, hold on, '-that's bullshit and you know it'
@smiler2012 I appreciate that comment and I thought of it but I hate to waste. I'd rather waste myself than to waste paid for booze. Besides. I have a love affair with procrastination and twenty something beer left allows me to live another day until maybe God strikes me down without all the drama. I know. This is probably the wrong approach. Oh, and my plumbing doesn't want me to pour anything down the drain, too!
@smiler2012 and I totally understand your belief. The only thing that convinces me that I will do it is that my finances dictate that I give up everything except food and electricity, and if I want to live my life of freedom, I have no other choice. Time will tell, as they say, and in two weeks from now when I have no internet or cel phone, God grant me the serenity to keep with this beautiful nature around me...