I love my daughter so much 🥹

She saw me crying so she came & told me I was sad. I told her yeah, Dada gets sad sometimes but it's okay. She starts wiping my tears, then forces me to hug her which only made me cry more 😣 how did I get such a loving child 😭

Her mom moves out in a few days & I don't know what the week is gonna look like... or life after this. Obviously we knew this day was coming but I was trying to feel like a family for as long as we could before we weren't under the same roof anymore. Not because I wanna hold on to the relationship but because I know memories are all we'll have left of our life together. I'll still have Naya half the time but I won't get to see her every single day anymore. As a dad who always imagined getting to raise his kid every day, this sucks so much.

I'm determined but I'm still sad. I'm nervous. I'm fucking scared & I know I can build a life & a home for my daughter on my own but life's gonna be hard for a while. It's all just starting to feel more real now. All I know is I do it all for her. She's the reason I believe in myself. Thanks to her, I know it'll all be okay in the end.