I regret becoming a mom...

Before i got pregnant i had time to sleep and be lazy, thats what i miss the most. Now im always on edge. My mental health is declining and im on meds. Meds that make me feel drowsy but i cant sleep because i have a kid to take care of. I loved being in the gym. But im so tired and now i have flat feet i cant even walk a mile and do abs after. Im declining so bad.

Whats even worse is my mental health meds made me gain 100 something pounds. I look and feel terrible.
I dont regret my son 1 bit but motherhood isnt for me. And im trying to be strong. Idk how the hell other women had 3.. this shit is impossible to do

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Fieldmaster · 46-50, M

I am sorry to hear that, i hope you are able to get family support, that would make huge difference in your life. You do not have to do it all by yourself and do not have to be a perfect mother. Please seek out help from family and friends. It is crucial for you and your new child. Motherhood is not one person job. It take a village to raise child.